I have shown him love and can show him love again, but will he ever know whats love?

A post for my dearest...

We have come this far... been through so much... good times, bad times, ups and downs...Each time, it makes me realise how dear you are to me, i wanted to love and protect you like my little baby...

I loved it when u said i m a cherry QQ and u are a BMW...
I love it when u lie on my lap sleeping like a peaceful child...
I loved it when u asked me for massages and said it was great.. I said it was tailored for you and only you...
I loved it when u called me your "little fatty" and love me the way my figure is...cuz whats impt is my virtues...
I loved it when u said my boring voice puts you to sleep every night... but u still called to hear it..
I love you.... I wanted to hug you tightly... for the rest of my life...

But I know....Deep down in me... I am afraid.. afraid of losing this precious you... which i endear...

Becuz of this....I tried my best in whatever you like .. to put in my best into you...cuz i cant bear to lose you...

Insecurity is man's greatest ememy... because of this... i was holding on tightly to you and in the process pushing you further away from me... i was silly... now u are angry and disappointed... and i am lost....